Kai's favorite characters in "Thomas and Friends" are the naughty trucks. But his grandparents have already spent a 'fortune' on his expansive engine collection.
I knew it'd be difficult, but I didn't realize it'd be this tough. It's not the stress of having to manage the schedule and demands of two kids--a three-year old and a new born--that gets to me. This is something that will fall into place eventually. It's just that I miss spending time with Kai.
There are times when I feel like giving up breastfeeding completely so I can have the option of passing the bottle to Terence or the helper just so I can have some more time with Kai. But I know I wouldn't feel good about that decision. *Sigh*
A friend reminded me that this period of adjustment is just temporary. All right then, I'd have to focus on that and the many other positive things that are happening in my life! :-)